Assalamualaikum.............,,,
Hari ni penat siket...Direct class....Sangat lapar tau...Suddenly,tgk dlm purse...i got................ 3 RINGGIT??!!!!! Oh My...Are you kidding me....Muke cam pasrah jerr.. "sye org susah".....Adoi..kene plak my mom Mc arini...lalalalala.....Pasrah....
However..bukan menda tu nak crite..i da g bank ang..fill my purse...You know...Sy dipilih untuk menjadi salah seorang AJK satu organisasi kedua terbesar in my College ...( baru tahu)....I just sbg pelapis jerr...tapi...i am one of them laa...Mase2 first2 dapat tau tu..Perh...Malas kowwwttt..Saye ni x solehah mcm muslimat2 lain..Trpilih lak utk Ajk Dakwah n Tarbiah (=__="").. Prinsip sy is..When i get into this college, i dont want be in any organisation...Full stop..I dont like it!!.. I dont want people know me..Or tau kewujudan syee...in this college...But..i cant hiding from anybody because they know me....
So i decide to quit...Sbb i want to cover my POINTER....... My second semester is my chance to increase my PoINTER!!.... i feel that i dont have time for this "thing".... Tapi... Tadi.. We got meeting...The last meeting with The president of the organisation..She said," ini amanah Allah.Jika nak berhenti just because small matter,Allah akan tnye di akhirat nanti,"...I was thinking.. Should i??... I feel like ...i wanna cry..On that time... i... speechless....
Then ble pikir balik, betoi gak..Sye kene kuatkan semangt... Kene gak kuat.Sampai bile kite nak berfikiran negatif.."Betoi x?"..Klua dari kepompong untk jadi seekor Rama2 yang berkualiti..*rama2 brkualiti??*..emm. Kalo kakak2 lain leh wat,kite pun msti bole..Biar la penat..Adala gak pengalaman..i have to rearrange my scedule starting from now... It's a lil bit hard..But..i have no choice..Allah da pilih kite untuk menggalas Amanah dari Dia... I take it..SINCERELY..InsyaAllah...
FAEI DYLA..... YOU CAN!!!!!!
xoxo,
Faei Faei
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